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lost? run home.  Criselle Ann. 21. aka Ann/ Crizy/ Kirk/Tish. Registered Nurse. eclectic. ironic.
adores: weekends. graffiti. journals. guitar demons. star-dotted skies. pink clouds. notebooks. cool rainy days. fat penguins. friendly robots.
note: hey i rule around here so be nice alright? no hate messages pls. constructive comments shall be appreciated.
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August 2007
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10.10.2010
Eventually, I Had To Wake Up
I had been floating in a dream tonight. Everything else was unremarkable and forgettable until I saw his face. Right in the middle of all the blackness, there he was. Just his face. I’d like to think it took my breath away even while I was then asleep. It was so calm and beautiful and his hair was the way I always wanted it. He wore a faint smile that tells me everything will be alright. For a moment there was pure bliss. It felt so unbelievably real and he felt so near. I wanted so much to reach out and feel it. I felt the need to assure myself that he was there to stay, never drifting away. Even so, there was absolute peace in my heart. But then a whiff of emptiness came over me when I realized how I’m slowly forgetting the perfect feeling that seeing his face and being so near to him gives me. That feeling now seems to be becoming increasingly distant and inaccessible. It pains me to realize that these days, the closest I could get to it is through a dream.. Labels: blah, emo-schemo, favorite people, making sense, showbiz lovelife 9.27.2010
It's Foreign On This Side
 I could name dozens of reasons as to why Singapore may be the better country. But nothing can ever beat the fact that the Philippines is HOME.. I miss home, my family, and Thony more than I could express. But I give myself NO REASON to waste this opportunity that I was given. I'm forever grateful that I have a second family with me here who's equally supportive. (Yeah, I know it's really not that far. I mean it's still in Asia. But still, it's overseas. That makes all the difference.) Labels: blah, emo-schemo, family 4.06.2009
too emo for a title.
1.25.2009
to blog or not to blog
I really wanna blog about something. But I can't. I'm not supposed to. It's just not right. Whatever. Anyway, whenever I am bothered by something lately, what never fails to make me smile is seeing this baby's photos. I came across this cute little thing during our group's duty at the community of Ninoy Aquino. Upon seeing him that day, I thought he was sick or something because he had that sad and pleading look on his face. But then it turned out he was just really drowsy coz about 30 seconds later he fell asleep! :D I have this evil plan of going back there and stealing him from his parents. But then that's evil. So nevermind.XD Labels: blah, emo-schemo, kawaii 6.28.2008
rollercoastered
 Crap. Another emo day for me. Dunno why. Something's bothering me. Can't tell exactly what.. Or maybe I can tell, Im just too chicken to let it out and admit it. Well, for one thing I can tell I am not depressed. I'm just not bubbly like I am on other days.Whatever it is, it has taken over my system coz I've been anorexic for the past two days now. The anorexic part is NOT an exaggeration. I only ever ate a banana, a mint candy, a piece of bread which Sarah insisted that I should eat because she thinks she's my mother, and a cup of coffee which my real mother made for me. There. No real breakfasts, lunches nor dinners. And I don't even feel any tinge of hunger! I am so NOT my food-hoarding self lately. I'm afraid my patient on Monday at the OB Ward would look even healthier than I am. Oh about that patient part, yes I actually have REAL patients now. Finally the pseudo-Nursing days are over and I'm now a Junior so that means I get to have duties at the hospital and act like real nurses do. I've only been exposed to the hospital, particularly the OB Ward at the Ospital Ng Angeles, for a total of 6 days now but every bit of the experience has been a rollercoaster ride already. Like rollercoaster rides, there are times of euphoria, adrenaline rush, and even dull and low moments. I wish I have the luxury of time right now to tell the tales but I just don't. There's mountains of schoolwork I have to put my attention to. Oh or maybe the mountains of schoolwork is not really the reason.. Thony and I have a date in a little while.. Hihihi. Schoolwork could wait. We haven't been seeing each other much lately because of our conflicting schedules. Buh-bye for now. I'll try to pull off a more decent post next time.. Ciao!xD Labels: blah, emo-schemo, school |
